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2021.12.06 09:57 TheCuriousDruggie209 Blowing chunks out of my nose
So I've been on a binge for a few weeks now doing anywhere between a half gram on light days to a whole 8 ball on the nights I'm going HAM with it, but I'm trying to start slowing down (everyone here should know how hard that gets). I've also been dealing with a gnarly sinus infection I may have got from a batch with bad cut, the inside of my nasal cavities now looks a sickly yellow/green with patches of irritated red/pink, I've been putting my nose through the ringer. Even when I know I cut the inside of my nose and it starts bleeding I still rail lines just to keep my passages open. I hate the feeling of not breathing, and as such I have a bad habit of trying to blow my nose as hard as possible ever since I was a kid, I frequently deal with seasonal allergies that mess me up pretty bad because I have a crooked nose from a break I never got fixed. Anyway, after a ski sesh when I feel like my nose is blocked by a chunk of coke that is stuck, I blow as hard as I can till it flys out and I get nearly instant relief, then I just sit there looking at the yellowish lookin chunk I blew out and ponder to myself if it's really a chunk of coke or is that a chunk of my nose. My nose of course starts bleeding because I just blew a large object out of it, this happens pretty frequently. This brings me to my question,
Am I blowing out chunks of coke or chunks of my nose? Can anybody give me a definite answer to this?
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2021.12.06 09:57 Kujo17 Mutations over time won't necessarily weaken a virus. It escapes that fate by recombination: when multiple strains infect same host, they recombine. Deleterious mutations can be removed; advantageous ones picked up. According to a new Preprint, SARScov2 may be doing just that
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2021.12.06 09:57 emery0312 Tips for stowing?
Ok so I recently just got hired to Amazon and was put into stowing. Mentally I’m perfectly fine for the 12 hours, I work next to some of my friends. My only problem is my calfs burn like fuc*ing hell !! Im not kidding when I say it feels like I have 2 torn acls/broken ankles. Do you guys have any tips, shoe recommendations? Should I try to avoid the ladder? Anything advice will help. My takt time decreases by almost 10 seconds every night after the pain kicks in.
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2021.12.06 09:57 Six_legged_goat Just a long vent : being hospitalised at 15 did more damage than it should've
I don't know where to start so I'll go chronologically. It's a very long story but I think all the elements are important. TW: abuse, neglect, su*cide
My parents got a divorce when I was 10 and my mother got custody for me and my two younger brothers. When I was 11-12 I started having issues I still live with. Guilt complex, depressive traits, low self esteem, because my mother and her new boyfriend belittled me, my emotions, always criticised me. My mother had also started parentifying me. I was my brother's babysitter (for free) at twelve. My mother also sabotaged my relation with my father, which resulted in me hating them for years even though my father is one of the best persons in the world. But I didn't know it, thanks to my mother and, and felt lonely.
But it was still liveable at that time. I was an unhappy pre teen/teen, but I was functional.
When my mother left her boyfriend, it all got worse. We moved to a house I hated, my high school was 40mn from home (I had never have to take the bus to go to school) so I wasn't the most happy.
Then my mother started being more neglectful, to my brothers and I and to our cats. I had to take care of everything, at 14 years old. Cleaning, cooking, helping my brother. But the house was still the dirtiest. It stressed me a lot so I chose to live to de boarding of my school . High school made me more and more anxious too. I had a teacher who said that if we didn't succeed it was because we didn't work enough. Even if his test were way above high school level. So I burnt myself out at 15, both in high school and at home.
So a Monday I arrived at school, very tired and very worried as I didn't sleep for all night. This week had bank holiday so the boarding was closed and I didn't know where I would sleep. My mother didn't want me to go to school so I had to walk for hours, in the dark, in the rain, alongside the road, to go to my bus stop. It was awful, and I felt really suicidal. I also had called social services that night because I was tired of living in an awfully dirty place. The school nurse then took the decision to send me to the hospital. I was very dissociated for all the day. I had to wait a very loooong time. I was a minor in the waiting room of the hospital. Alone. It was terrifying. Also at one point my mother just burst into the ER. This was also an awful moment as she played the comedy of being a desperate single mother. In fact she was an abuser. But I didn't know it, and the medical team didn't see it.
I was finally admitted in the closed wing of teen's psychological ward. It was nice not having to clean anything and getting good sleep, good food I didn't have to cook.
But I have the weird feeling that I wasn't listened to nor validated just after my mother payed a visit to the doctors. As if what she told them had an influence on how they treated me. (This is highly unprofessional, especially when you work with minors.) Suddenly I was made feel responsible of not letting my mother cleaning the house. This was not true, my mother didn't clean so I had to do it.
They said it was because I was a teen that I was unhappy. I get it it's emotionally challenging to grow up, but it doesn't make you want to kill yourself. Especially when the child feels the need to contact social services and to write a 2 pages letter on how abusive and neglectful their parent are.
I wasn't taken seriously and I feel I was gaslighted. After this stay I didn't validate my suffering anymore. I was trapped two more years with this Harpy. And no one believed me about this abuse, not even myself. My mother was the 'great mother who is cool and plays video games' (addiction to video games is not cook sry), or the "poor lonely mother whom everyone tries to hurt because other people and society are the enemy".
This was very problematic in term of my healing. I gaslighted myself, because the nurses and doctors were not able to be professional. Because my mother's voice was more important. Because it was simpler if it was the troubled teen's fault. Because parents do their best (even if they don't). My self esteem worsened, and my capacity to discern when I'm abused is damaged. I am very vulnerable because I'm unable to know if I'm abused or if It's in my head. All because they didn't listened close enough to the victim.
I feel wronged. I feel let down. It's very difficult to trust mental health professionals now. Even if I believe that a therapist can teach me things I don't know, I know finding this therapist will be long. I know I risk not being taken seriously, being judged, my issues being belittled. So I'm terrified to get help. (That's trauma, I know, I have a lot of symptoms of (C)PTSD but no diagnosis yet as I'm terrified to go to the therapist). I know I could have a therapist that isn't qualified to deal with my issues, and this terrifies me too. Being misdiagnosed terrifies me too.
I have to heal from a trip that should have resulted in my mother losing custody for her neglect. I have to deal with the fear of being hospitalised, with the nightmares (very rare but still not wanted), with the flashbacks (Less rare), and the damage I described above.
A funny thing for the end. I have to call the very same institution that traumatised me in order to be accepted in therapy. I need to call them to send my file to the new institution. I am supposed to do this for 2 weeks, but I'm terrified to have to deal with their incompetence again. So fun.
Another funny thing. After I was hospitalised my therapist (nice person even if she didn't help me very much) presented me a group therapy where we would learn meditation... As I have social anxiety I told myself it would be a good exercise. So my mother took me to the first preliminary session, when the parent and the child meet the group therapists. I kid you not, the neuropsychologist in charge spent more time asking questions to my mother about her autism than to me, THE FREAKING PATIENT! And my mother let her, of course, I don't imagine her say "hey it's my daughter's therapy, not mine, please focus on her"… even if a good parent would've done exactly that.
Sorry for this extremely long vent. Thank you if you took the time to read it all. Good day to y'all!
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2021.12.06 09:57 regian24 Andy Reid
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2021.12.06 09:57 Neanderthal888 Eth god-like support at 4K
Is anyone else starting to feel like Eth is immune from a crypto market crash?
Most other layer 1 coins are getting trashed. Whereas it feels like Eth is immortal and can’t go below 4K without everyone hungrily buying it back up. It’s got such strong support at 4K.
I feel like if the market keeps crashing slowly like this, this trend will continue and we’ll maintain 4K.
However, if the rest of the market crashed more suddenly, I could definitely see Eth losing that 4K support and following the market downwards quickly.
Just my gut feeling. Nothing more :)
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2021.12.06 09:57 GarfBotx1 32 [M4F] [Chat] It's a slow day at work. Looking for some new people to chat with
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I'm a musician first off. I've been playing guitar for 17 years and singing for 6 years. I've played in bands, toured a bit, etc. Other than that I'm a huge nerd. I'm into things like video games, anime, movies, and sci fi. I go to the gym just about every day. Gotta do my best to stay in shape.
I'm typically just looking for someone who has at least some common interests. I'm not really picky about age but I'd prefer someone roughly between 18 and 45. I do have a bit of a flirty personality. So if you can roll with that it's a huge plus. But it's not a huge deal if you're not into it.
So anyway if anything here interests you, feel free to message me! I also have several various chat apps if you'd rather chat there.
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2021.12.06 09:57 Jurreonreddit Mercedes FIA F1 team
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2021.12.06 09:57 F00dDood Happy Cake Day to me!! 2yrs on Reddit, and some photos of my 2nd grow. Thanks everyone for the support.
2021.12.06 09:57 arise_chamelion Baylor University - Residential Program
Hi there! I’d just like to ask if you guys have information on the turnaround time of the admission decision once you submit your application for the this specific program? Thank you!
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2021.12.06 09:57 MJ1979MJ2011 I'm trying to get above level 13 of the du goons for better artifacts. Do I have any sleepers here I should 6 star next?
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2021.12.06 09:57 RScribe Friendship and Betrayal - A Look at the Creation of 2001: A SPACE ODYSSEY
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