2021.10.22 03:04 myfeelingsarevalid PTSD VENT - TW I'm going to cuss too. Bad words ahead, ALL ABOARD
Fuck you ptsd
You evil little shrew
Fuck you ptsd
I fucking hate you
Fuck you today fuck you tomorrow
Fuck you and all your sorrow
Fuck you ptsd
And all you fucking do
You know that chronic ptsd? The one that gets heightened by emotional avoidance? The one that gives you literal physical body aches, headaches, exhaustion, and like a heat flash?
That shit is a bitch. A total fucking bitch. My moms a CSA survivor too and promises one day these will go away (I havent even been processing this shit for a year, so I'm totally hopeful shes right). But anyway. I cannot wait for that fucking day. Because what in the everliving fuck.
Its such bullshit that youre entire body can shut down like this. I mean, my fingers hurt. Yes my back and my neck and my head, but fingers?? REALLY!?!?!?
Like who came up with this shit? I wanna talk to god right now (please do NOT bring religious shit into the comment BTW I have serious religious trauma, just let me vent) Seriously I mean why the fuck fingers? Why FINGERS?! Couldnt have left fingers out?! FINGERS!?!?!?!
Sigh. I really hate ptsd. It is a fucking bitch. I mean, oh great my headache is flairing, OF COURSE I CANT EVEN HAVE A MOMENT TO VENT!!
AAAAGGGGGHHHHH FUCK YOU PTSD
My brains like: error, subconscious processing malfunction, body, shutting down, b ee p b oo p
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2021.10.22 03:04 Icy_Document_7547 Move over Kenny...with over 14 million puts on AMC in the 2nd quarter we have a new top douchebag. Best nickname for him gets an award!!!!!
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2021.10.22 03:04 inspyral 【Liella!】「Nonfiction!!」Dance Practice
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2021.10.22 03:04 mamouillette Conan talks about the end of his late night show and what's coming next
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2021.10.22 03:04 Redpenguin00 Full BC fleets or Aircraft
So I have every BC and super carrier, and most fighters/corvettes. (A few S tier and a few meh) and currently run max number of every BC except only 3 ST49, as it's the weakest. As well as 4 CV and two solar whales along with a few predators for the rest of my fighters.
I have the extra +4 reinforcements, so I usually make a few fleets and reinforce with all my BCs to round out about 20-25 ships in two fleets.
Should I double down and keep the BC fleets going, or build a large amount of smaller ships, such as chimera, callisto, predator with fighters, and some guardians to heal and taurus/ruby for dps.
I find it hard to test out as we are on the last stretch of phase one, and It takes foreverrrr for my slow fleets to get anywhere to fight privateers.
tldr: flex with all my BCs or pick SoU, and CtG, then focus on fighters and smaller ship dps
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2021.10.22 03:04 CrownMaster93 Why devs are so stupid?
2021.10.22 03:04 voldi_II Why is the RLCS Youtube channel only streaming NA and EU?
I’m rooting for FURIA this year and want to watch their games on yt instead of on twitch in Portuguese. Last year they had OCE and SAM streams on yt and the year the actual entire world is participating we only get north america and europe what’s the deal?
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2021.10.22 03:04 satish-setty Quote of the day: October 22, 2021
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2021.10.22 03:04 Acruxeth Makoto Shinkai x Minami — Kono Machi Ni Hare Wa Konai (The Sun Never Shines On This City) MV
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2021.10.22 03:04 morganbatman221 The first 10 seconds of 'Just A Notion' reminds me
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2021.10.22 03:04 pleasedontfollowm3-4 Olivia Grivas
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2021.10.22 03:04 Stopthecapcap Did she herm ?
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2021.10.22 03:04 Kyonikos Want To Grow Medical Marijuana At Home? NY Cannabis Board Just Gave You The Greenlight
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2021.10.22 03:04 rach2199 Just slept for 36 hrs and I am still tired. Should I be worried?
I am a 22F with lupus, Sjogren’s, rheumatoid arthritis, anxiety, and depression. I went to bed last night and it is now 12am again 36hrs later. I only woke up a couple times to use the bathroom. I am still tired and will probably go back to sleep soon. Should I be worried?
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2021.10.22 03:04 Responsible-Finish76 i've( 23m) been w/ my gf (22f) for over three years. it started off bad, got worse, then got better and now we're here.
i've been w/ my gf for over three years. it started off bad, got worse, then got better and now we're here.
THROW AWAY BC SHE KNOWS I SPEND TIME HERE.
when we first got together i had a super recent ex that i did DIRTY. that ex, her sister and all of her friends reached out to my current gf and planted tons of insecurities in her head. she would do things like unfollow, block and delete people from my ig, sc and FB for no reason other than the fact that they were females. anytime i hung out w/ my friends it would cause arguments because in her head, i was cheating or "acting weird". her insecurities were so bad that i had to delete social media and cut off a best friend (24f) of ten plus years.
i finally cracked and explained to her that it was putting a strain on our relationship. i felt like a teenager with strict parents. she said she would work on it, which to her credit - she's gotten better, but still struggles and refuses therapy.
i can now do things like hangout w/ my friends without guaranteed arguments, have female friends on social media without always being questioned, go longer than 15 minutes without responding to text and not have to have an explanation, etc.
When we first started dating, we were both hardcore introverts. all we did was lay inside, nap and watch Netflix, hulu, etc. now I'm an extrovert. i got a new job and it made me be more social, personable and learn how to make small talk. she's still very introverted and now this feels like it's causing a strain on our relationship.
i want to go out with friends, drink, meet random people, make small talk, make new friends, have a good time with other people etc. You know, things 20-something-year-olds do. This is obviously something that doesn't line up well with her personality and so i feel like i can't do it even though i want to.
I'm not sure if the relationship is saveable because i have what feels like PTSD from her previous OD insecurities. Even though i "can" do things now, i still feel like i can't do ANYTHING because I'm afraid of her having meltdowns and having to go through the confrontations that i previously have had to go through.
when i do consider ending the relationship, i flashback to a breakup from a couple of years before i started dating my current gf. she threatened to commit suicide, showed up at my work, blew up my phone, waited by my car at my house for me to come out, showed up to my college classes, etc. a VERY traumatic breakup that has scarred me permanently.
Here's the advice I'm here for:
- I feel bad considering ending this relationship so that i can actually live my life and do things i feel like i should be doing and want to do in my twenties?
- if there's any way to save this relationship, how could it be done? how can i live my life again without feeling guilty or that it's going to lead to some crazy confrontation?
- if there's no way that this can be saved, how can i end this properly and not do her dirty and ghost her like i did my ex because i was scared of the confrontation?
any advice or comments are appreciated! i know this is kind of all over the place so if any other details are needed please let me know! thank you.
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2021.10.22 03:04 shahriyarali Xperia 1 custom ROM
2021.10.22 03:04 OkayIMayBeWrong Enjoying the view... what?
2021.10.22 03:04 DrizzlyEarth175 TIL how to react to a rollover
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2021.10.22 03:04 MountBlanc New Telegram Group for Uniswap People. http://t.me/uniswapgroup #crypto #bitcoin
2021.10.22 03:04 brawlstars_shelly Lvl 14 is not a bad thing
Having something to grind for is not a bad thing at all, just because you’ve been playing for years and now they’re improving the game and you’ve ran out of money doesn’t make this a bad thing to add to the game. This will seperate more players and probably help matchmaking as well, as well as the other updates that are coming. If you are level 13 already you should be ok with something new to go for.
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2021.10.22 03:04 AssumptionOld3995 #pro14
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2021.10.22 03:04 Foreign_Dust_3906 recipe for weigh loss
2021.10.22 03:04 Playful-Ear-7511 We thanos'd a few weeks back, I've been trying to get my boys again 🥰
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